I tend to have a diverse emotional existence. I'm very expressive in nature and whatever it is that I am feeling will show in my demeanor. This disposition can be unsettling for some, and downright troubling for others to experience. I've learned that just like everything else in life, my passions are governed by the … Continue reading Gray


To my seven year old self, I'm sorry. We didn't make it. We're still alive, but I hate to tell you that we turned out to be a loser. We're inching ever closer to thirty, and according to the world's standards we have nothing to show for it. I'm so sorry. My heart breaks for … Continue reading Loser


I've been feeling a lot like Jonah at the end of his story lately. He delivered a message of wrath and destruction to a city, and told them to shape up 'or else.' After he delivered the message, the people did the right thing and turned from their wickedness. They received forgiveness from God, and … Continue reading Mercy


I had the pleasure of having a long uninterrupted conversation with one of my favorite people last night. Unfortunately for her, this started as a massive venting session on my part. I had a lot of things that had been building up all week that were irritating me, and all I wanted to do was … Continue reading Gospel


Sometimes I feel invisible. It seems like I'm watching life unfold around me, but I'm not an active participant, and I'm unseen. Sometimes these moments are awesome. I can sit back and people watch, or I can listen quietly to conversations I'm not part of; not to eaves drop, but to just hear the murmur … Continue reading Seen